tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71957421906408477862024-02-19T17:12:42.914-08:00never let ur prayin knees get lazy&love like crazybrittanybryanthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08117582418468759648noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195742190640847786.post-11825842194567241012010-09-28T23:22:00.000-07:002010-09-28T23:30:14.664-07:00Glitter in the air<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-family: georgia;">Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Closed your eyes and trusted, just trusted?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Have you ever looked fear in the face and said, "I just don't care"?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">It's only half past the point of no return</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> The tip of the iceberg</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> The sun before the burn</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> The thunder before the lightning</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> The breath before the phrase</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Have you ever felt this way?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">It's only half past the point of oblivion</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> The hourglass on the table</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> The walk before the run</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> The breath before the kiss</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> And the fear before the flames</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Have you ever felt this way?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">There you are, sitting in the garden</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Clutching my coffee,</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Calling me sugar</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> You called me sugar</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Have you ever wished for an endless night?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;"> Tonight </span></span><!-- end of lyrics -->brittanybryanthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08117582418468759648noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7195742190640847786.post-51932527496659518922010-05-27T16:49:00.000-07:002010-05-27T17:05:32.342-07:00You might think im bulletproof.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZo7xXtgGN6zEdNZuWXA4IW9mK8QTaYjsucFP_3yrHDtSHrfbSa2E3whe__Sf5eQHkPlMy5hLgQZEta6LoRZ35RXXSU0W8ZYtPYYTWE7F7gqdERnM3yR1OUaTOeTSgY7csHlLP42Yuzs0q/s1600/bullet.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZo7xXtgGN6zEdNZuWXA4IW9mK8QTaYjsucFP_3yrHDtSHrfbSa2E3whe__Sf5eQHkPlMy5hLgQZEta6LoRZ35RXXSU0W8ZYtPYYTWE7F7gqdERnM3yR1OUaTOeTSgY7csHlLP42Yuzs0q/s320/bullet.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476101396533832258" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Have you ever felt like as much as you looked for that certain person you will never find them. Like there is no person in this world that could be for you. I know that you have to stop looking and thats when the person will come to you but its not that easy. You can't help it when you find someone and you think that they could possibly be great for you but then something goes wrong and its over just like that. Now I try not to care before I know how the other person feels, and from now on when I know how the other person feels I will still try not to care that much until i know i can fully trust them because when i think they may care I may be wrong. I learned this strategy a little too late though. I am really good at interpreting peoples feelings when it comes to "having something on their mind" or if they are just simply "upset" but im really bad at interpreting when feelings towards me are fake or real. I tend to think my life will end up like a fairytale which is not a good thing. It causes me to believe things that aren't really real. I do realize one day i will find someone and as much as i want that, it also scares the crap out of me. When i think about that a million things start running through my mind. and some are good and some are not good. but thats just a problem i have. i think on things wayyy too much which tends to put my mind in knots and confuse me. Which is something im trying to work on. Im working on doing what i think is right and what i want and how it will affect my future all in one. instead of doing just one at a time. I need to do what i want but i need to do the right thing but i also need to look at how doing those two things will affect my future. So this is where i start at changing my life around. This is the beginning of a new me. Enjoy.<br /><br />Song of the day: <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch#%21v=Nt5LzrJZ34Q&feature=related">http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=Nt5LzrJZ34Q&feature=related</a>brittanybryanthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08117582418468759648noreply@blogger.com0